ALL WORK I
CREATE IS founded on one
principle to which I am direly
committed, in art as in life: there is nothing in the world more
compelling than the human face. And there is nothing more problematic,
more cumbersome, or more complex.
I have been feverishly working
to render this
complexity since the age of four, and my dedication has never waned. My
brand of portraiture binds artistic sensibility, human feeling, and
critical theory. I have honed my intellect and my hand with equal and
acute diligence all of my life, forever immersing myself completely in
work and study. In doing so, I've come to understand and harvest the
drive I have always felt, and always followed, to draw portraits.
Though across cultures and
histories portraits
are made to glorify, to me they encapsulate a special kind of cognitive
dissonance. The essential problem of the face is that its assemblage is
arbitrary and remote. It is the sum of ancestral strains
pulled by lottery. As such, our
faces are not ours at all. They are yielded of an unknowable lineage,
populated by people we have never met but to whom we owe our very
being, our very bodies, owning us tacitly, marking us indelibly. Yet we
accept our faces as the mastheads of our personae.
I am deeply concerned with this problem of
ownership.
When I draw a face, I am mining
for that
relationship, disclosed in its carriage and movement. I employ the face
as the animate microcosm of the individual and as the map of his/her
unique odyssey of life. I seek a look of frankness from which I can
transcribe the person in a language of line and shadow. Idiosyncrasy
whispers the correspondences between the interior and the exterior,
demonstrating where the person within has informed the person without,
and vice versa. Whether working from life or a handful of photos, I am
wringing what I see for that slippage of timidity or confidence,
conviction or apology. I am wringing for sexuality and how it is given,
how it is operated. I am wringing for those little glimmers that turn
my heart or turn my stomach. I delicately exaggerate and I capitalize
Subtleties as I translate this person through myself. Whenever my work
supersedes the face, it moves to incorporate the body, locating all of
these same traits in the greater landscape of the person.
And yet, for all of the
special, terrible
uniqueness of the face, it is also the picture of commonality and
ubiquitous understanding. It is the site at which all people identify,
allowing us to "see", to "know" one another. Our faces are our aptest
means of communication, transcendent of word and time. We read volumes
when we look into another's face, and we see ourselves there though it
is foreign, matchless - thereby knitting us as a species.
In my career as an artist, I
have been advised
to draw in some more convoluted metaphor. But I hold that the
human face and figure are perfect metaphors for larger notions and
information, and hope to prove it.
"MS. MALNOROWSKI, BY THE
WAY, THAT'S A SHAME ABOUT YOUR FACE."
- "THERE'S NOTHING THE MATTER WITH MY
FACE.
I GOT CHARACTER."